Wednesday, August 6, 2008 @ 1:30 AM
I want to adjust my lifestyle. No more being nocturnal. School is head to an end for me after 22nd August. Self pro-claimed graduation. After that i have to look for a job. Actually not exactly cause i already know what i want to do. Just waiting for everything to start that's all. Gonna work very hard for it. Wasted half a year of my youth after being dismissed from poly and another half a year waiting for enlist to the army. Life is so short to enjoy. Got to work hard in your first half of your life then you can enjoy your second half comfortably. I have my goals in my life and i am gonna do my best to achieve it in the shortest time. No more being dependent on family, friends or relatives. Its time to be a man and take all the hardship.
Recently my mood have been fluctuating. Don't really understand why. Sometimes can have a proper conversation with my mom and sometimes will leads to a tiff. Maybe i'm feeling a lil stressed up about school, work and relationship. Its the kind of empty feeling that you can't describe. Or maybe i have been working too hard. Have been working on friday n saturday for 9 weeks straight. Finally got 2 fridays off. Last Last friday is because i'm having IPPT on saturday. Last friday is because i'm having Monsoon Hairshow. This weekends is gonna be very crazy for me. Working for my friend from thursday to sunday and working at helipad on friday and saturday night. Estimated number of working hours for four days to be 56hours. That's like 14hours a day. Oh God, I need a break.
Headache
Signing off
Mr Hao
